Meaningful Sunday..

Who will wake up so early on a sunday 7.30am right? But i DID!..
well because I've to attend a free CPA workshop for my segment this semester..

I'm overall glad that i've chosen to spend this sunday meaningfully reviewing some core concepts during the 9am-5pm sessions.. because i know if i stayed in my crib..i'll be just wasting my energy in front of the pc..so i've chosen to stay till the end..nothing to lose actually..(las semester workshop i went back halfway with my fren > HAHAH)

Las nite i've actually wanted to stduy but remained unfocused coz my flat mate was having a party in the flat..so i decided to just get to bed early around 11 pm something..STILL..after 30 min..i couldn't get into sleep..then i try listening to music..but still i couldn't ..until time passed till 2am..when everyone left..gosh..it was soo torturing man..at some instances, i really wanted to send an sms over to one of them and said " i want to get some sleep, can you guys lower the voice and excitement level"...my heart was like sooo 无奈 las nite...haha

just minutes ago, i'm very surprised that one of my frens "shared" with me something..i must say i placed a lot of importance on frenship too though i just have a few close frens..but i too had some boundaries with my close frens..coz some stuffs you can't really share no matter how close..but i must admit that if it comes to btw love and frenship..i won't give up either of them..but i will test which side is more worth it for me? how can i weight this rite some might say? yes..both are something that cannot be quantified..so all i think i will do is to follow my feelings..if my feelings are 'that' that moment i will accept the consequences..{so my msg: "girl", follow your heart"} but if u ask me love/family? without having a single tought or hesitation, i will tell you: I choose my family..so please "my future you"- let me love you like a family because by then u know i won't hav to choose..