Stresss ah !!!

Lately i've been quite emo.. most of the time angry with what i myself am doing and thinking..

first i've been thinking nonsense about the issue of "available" and "not available" and made a fool of myself because i guess none of these options gonna lead me any where..coz those options seem so unrealistic..

then las nite after work, i had to carry my heavy laptop which i don't usually bring it back but because today i've to do a new job at client's place..then carried another plastic bag all the way to Raffles place to meet up with my cousin so that he can hand over those stuffs i've brought from phuket to my parents since he'll be back to brunei on Fri.. What really make my heart burn that time was he said he was bz at that moment and couldn't come down to meet me..O MY..if he had told me earlier i don't need to stop by and can directly proceed to Tanjong pagar to meet up my fren for her b'day dinner.. < i'm not blaming him..i just blame myself for not calling him up earlier and just send him sms)

Now the next most sickening thing was i got lost in whatever direction it was to that "stated" japanese restaurant by my fren..o well..i never really been out to many places in Singapore so please la..that place is sooo complicated to find for dumb ppl like me..i was totally exhausted..i think i went wrong in more than 3 times to look for that location..i really wanted to call a cab that time u know..even i was thiking just catch a cab home after the dinner..and just cancelled the thought of meeting up with my cuz and hand him the phuket souvenirs..but i pondered over and over again..o well..JUST WALK.. coz i've promised my parents that they will get the gift by Fri..i'm sure they won't mind but i just don't want them to get disappointed so no matter how exhausted i returned back to the raffles mrt control station..PHEWWWW

then worst thing today..i felt so tensed up because i was asked to help the whatever "transaction services" department of our company..not the audit department tho..stress not because of the work contents..but this department's manager was like every 20-30 minutes will ask hw did we progress and u know just keep asking us every set frequency..omg..tho it may be due to time constraint for him to come up with a due diligence report o something but still..omg lo..i feel sooo pressurised..should hav MC that day then i won't get this job..i rather do china audit lo..anyways..was tensed up also bcoz i realised if by then i won't hav enough time for cpa revision..goodness me!!!!!!! kkk ..i should just go to bed now..

I still hav to work on a Saturday...PATHETIC!.. yea..this is what i called the life of an auditor..